After been facing my depression for too long, I try to cope up daily by writing but I know it's not helping coz I feel like to dig up 6 ft underground and get buried alive. I am writing this song for this moment...
Why would I stay around you anymore,
I don't know if I can clutch your shoulder to cry.
Those who believe I am slutting around
I don't care coz your faith in me is broken.
I just don’t want to be sad anymore, oooh anymore…
In these frosty evenings, I stayed alone.
Prone to gain my heart shattered for wrong
This is not some fairy love story to tell,
I know my sins, from darkest of the hell.
Do you believe me? Coz of all your faith mattered to mine
To mine... to mine... Oooh... to mine,
And I just don’t want to be sad anymore…
I don't know what in the world, what to say, what to do.
If I could make it one more day without you.
But I know I no longer here to pry, to cry, to beg.
My soul is not ready to mend, to bend,
For your love. Ooooh... And I just don’t want to be sad anymore.
Those who believe I am slutting around
My heart knows what's right to pound...
Do you believe me? Coz of all your faith mattered to mine
And I just don’t want to be sad anymore…
© Hena Ghosh
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Gudone di...
ReplyDeleteThank you so much :)
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