Die Alone

Here is another attempt of trying to give words to my thousand imaginations. I know sometimes, words aren't enough but I try my best to write it down.

Someday I wish I could walk down alone in the dark.
Without my extreme fear to come up,
Forcing smile on my face plastered, 
to make it an easy hide up 
My pain, thinking back nothing to gain.
Someday I wish I could jump from the sky.
Without getting fear of the heights.
All-day wandering like a lost soul, so confusing
On the mirror, looking down on reflection of bruising
Thinking all, I don't want to be alone 
It is Everyone has to Die Alone.
That's sounds scarier coz I don't want to be alone.

Walking down on the midst of green
Try Seeking the truth of unseen.
Holding hands with my own imaginations
Asking you to stay and do celebrations,
I wish I could find you, hold you, grab you by the waist.
Sipping my lemonade, looking down at myself and said -- "What a Waste"?
Lurking down in my dark alleys is my loneliness.
Looking for someone who can give me coziness.
Thinking all, I don't want to be alone 
It is Everyone has to Die Alone.
That sounds scarier coz I don't want to be alone.

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